First off, just so you know, I am typing this on my NEW computer. One that holds a charge. One whose screen isn't tipped sideways and falling off. I could go on. It's mine, it's new and I love it. Jonah says it won't last the year.
As Canaan's adoption date draws ever closer people keep asking, "Are you done now?" and "This is it, right?" as if they can subliminally tell me that 7 is too much and THEY think we should be done. It's almost as if they expect me to say, "Of COURSE we are done! We know that 7 is WAY to many kids" or something of that sort.
Here are a few truths for you.
-We are NOT done. Not unless that's what God has for our family. If God chooses not to add another precious life to our family, then I will rejoice in the 7 blessings He has allowed me to parent already.
-I pray He isn't done.
- I pray He has more little one's who need a home with a family like ours.
- I pray that our tent stakes will need to be opened wide even more and stretched to the breaking point yet again(cause there stretched to the max right now).
-I pray He will allow us the finances to build our "big" house so that bedrooms won't be an issue at all when the time comes.
- Yes, Jonah agrees with me 100%.
With all that said, after dealing with the emotions and craziness of adoptions for the last EIGHT years we are really, really, really looking forward to a respite from all the excess "stuff" that comes with adoptions(meaning people, paperwork, etc). We just want to enjoy being a family without feeling like a ball may drop out of nowhere. Jonah and I are looking forward to a break emotionally(and financially) for hopefully more than a few months. We shall see.